This blog was meant to come through last week, and it didn't, but that's ok.
Last week I had a rough time- probably the toughest in a long long time. I had deep emotional issues personally affecting me and it just overcame me. I am not normally one to ask for help or even really face my issues. It made it so much harder that I do that. I always put on such brave tough face - I guess I've always been the strong one for me and my friends too that I push myself aside.
It's not until something happens and it all comes out that it feels like the end of everything you know, and that's how I felt. Right now reflecting back I am ok with speaking about it and sharing as I know it's normal to seek help and confront things.
Last week I really took the time to focus my energy and thoughts into really what mattered and I sought help from my friends. Now it's not all perfect and fairies still lots to work through with my partner and my friends around me but I feel so much better knowing I can work through it.
Come now to this week and I do feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders and I've already reassessed by priorities and focuses and that is already showing. I've collaborated with some friends and a business opportunity has presented itself to me. This is an exciting opportunity to grow more, learn more and succeed more in what I am doing.
My 8 week challenge has started for my clients and I can mentor and assist them and that is helping me be positive and focused on setting an example for them. Likewise my goals with my upcoming show- is approaching 9 weeks I think it is! And importantly appreciating and valuing my time with my partner so we can continue to strengthen and grow and work through what is holding us back.
Crazy what a week, and in particular a crisis leaving you feeling devastated can do.
Thanks to all my friends and support who have helped me I really appreciate it. I look forward to continuing to share my journey and story with you all.
