Last week was my birthday! And Easter man I was busy! I didn’t even have time to write up about it.
Since it feel in the middle of the week it meant a weeks worth of partying! Lots of beautiful messages from people some special gifts and good times and too many vodka sodas for me!
Every year I freak out when it’s my birthday that no one is going to attend the event I set up I don’t know what it is I normally don’t get anxious. And once again I was surprised to see everyone turn up for me 💜
I don’t know if it’s a getting older thing you feel weird about having an entire day or event focused solely on you. I normally don’t like being the Centre of attention so I think it makes me freak out.
My week ended up being pretty special and a good chilled week with friends. My thoughts and stresses on my business were starting to consume me so it took my mind off it. It’s so hard when you want success and to be amazing and just achieve everything that you set out to do! However it really isn’t that simple at times and a lot of things are out off your control.
I think that is what makes me anxious and worried when stuff I can’t control is playing out and I have to deal with it.
Anyway all I can do is be positive and remain focused to do it all. Bottom line I’m doing what I love and enjoy and the rest will follow. Wisdom with age maybe haha I’m not sure what it is. All I can do is try and not give up!!
Anyway new week and new attempts to do it all :)
